What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?

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o   Thalia quickly finds out that Lorraine & James have a particularly insatiable curiosity about her fetish.   

o    Thalia  also discovers that both of them are not afraid to ask boldly probing, often deeply personal questions about her fetish. 

o    J&L are always non-judgemental and quite stoic in their responses. They often have a tone of, say, someone doing graduate school-level research on Thalia's fetish. 

o   J&L both seem not just empathetic but also seem to have a great deal of sympathy for Thalia's  life-long repression of her fetish .

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Chapter 17 plunges into the protagonist's exploration of their rubber fetish, weaving together themes of masochism and enchantment.  

Through introspective journal entries addressed to Marla, we witness a deep dive into the sensual allure of rubber – its tactile texture, smell, and ability to both constrain and liberate. The narrative reveals how this fascination extends beyond mere physical pleasure, hinting at a yearning for control and surrender intertwined with an almost mystical connection to the material itself.

The chapter's climax arrives in "Under Duress," a short story set within the larger epistolary framework. Here, we see the protagonist experience rubber-induced sensations of both pain and ecstasy as they navigate a scenario involving bondage and restraint. The narrative skillfully captures the delicate balance between discomfort and delight that defines their masochistic desires. 

Through vivid imagery and introspective reflections, Chapter 17 lays bare the complex emotional landscape surrounding the protagonist's fetish. It suggests a search for deeper meaning beyond the surface level of sensory experience, hinting at an exploration of power dynamics, vulnerability, and perhaps even spiritual connection within the realm of rubber-infused intimacy.